31.12.2010

And so, the year is coming to an end today.
And we'll entering into a whole new year.
It's time for leaving behind the unhappy memories, burdens or whatsoever,
and to start embracing the new year with a brand new attitude :)
And so, here's my Year 2010 in a nutshell:

In Year 2010, I have:

1. survived scary load of projects with horrible deadline schedule.
2. successfully cleared all my modules and THANK GOD, did well in most of them :)
3. gotten my driving licence (LIKE FINALLY!! >.<)
4. gotten my heart broken many times.
5. fallen in love with CRYSTAL JADE XIAO LONG BAO buffet.
6. gone on a short but enjoyable getaway with boyfriend and family ^^
7. attempted my first cake and made a blueberry cheesecake for boyfriend's birthday (THANK GOD i didnt poison anyone :D)
8. found courage to do presentations alone which is something I have always shunned.
9. worked as a one-day receptionist and fallen in love with the company and the job itself :D
10. gained dunno-how-many KG (LOL!)
11. finally did a JB trip with my UNI people :)
12. celebrated my 5th year anniversary with JEREMY LIMCHUANGHAI!! ^^

I thank God for all the great work He has done in my life :)
Praise the Lord :)

:) a post dedicated to my boyfriend

251210 has come and passed :)
happy 5th year anniversary, Jer!
thank you for planning the date :)
thank you for the nice lunch :)
thank you, Jer, for the beautiful bracelet :)
thank you deardear for your effort to surprise me :)
I love you, jeremylimchuanghai :)

TEN MORE DAYS !!! ^^

woohoo!! TEN MORE DAYS !! :)
yay!!
I guess I am quite excited about it :)
it's been a really rough year.. but thank God for helping me through it all..

three things I am thankful for today! :)
1. NICE mee hoon kuey :D
2. bleach-watching and munching on my fav snack with my boyfriend :)
3. spending quality time w my boyfren ^^

EAT and EAT and SHOP and EAT NON-STOP JB TRIP

So tiring. Been so long since I last walked around non-stop for hours.
ATE ALOT!! so sinful -___-
but wells. I had fun! :)
and a BIG THANK YOU to JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI (who had to be my driver, and get bore out by us)
YOU ARE BEST, JERJER! ^^
thank you, really. :)

UPDATES! :D

UPDATES!! :D
It's been really LONG since my last update.
Life has been worse than a roller coaster ride for the past one month.
but thank God that its all over :)

UPDATES:

1. I PASSED MY DRIVING!!
(okay. ON the 5th try. but still YAY! I'm a certified driver now!! woohoo!!)

2. I cleared all my modules for this semester!!
(this, I really have got to thank God for the miracle; what's with the killer papers and killer exam schedule and relationship problems)

3. Relationship just went through a major exfoliation and survived. THANK GOD!
(Thank God for keeping us together :) )

4. Had a fabulous holiday with Boyfriend and his family :)
totally fun and full of love :D

5. Going to work soon again. AWESOME! :) whee

to my boyfriend: the past two months have been an awful nightmare, but thank God for keeping us together. I can't wait for 251210 :D *winks* let's end this year well and with lots of love :)

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something:
they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good.
In reality, the only way a relationship will last is
if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take.

a reminder to self :)

finally! some time to blog...

AHhhhh! finally some time for me to blog again.
but then again, my life is so mundane that I doubt I've anything interesting to blog about..
Let's do a random thoughts update :)

1. I've FINALLY completed my accounts calculations!!
it's an achievement and a BIG relief!!
I must find time to give myself a good treat for finishing it all by myself! :)

2. I've yet to start with my revision.

3. I'm going to start my revision as of tml. CHIONG AH!

4. As of tml, it will be just me and patrick jane and my books *grins*

5. I realised that I ACTUALLY can pray in chinese fluently.

6. I've again witnessed the REAL-ness of spiritual warfare.

7. I recently held the lift door open for a cockroach and waited for it to crawl out.
that's abit insane, I guess.

8. I am hoping for a GREAT holiday getaway!
I'm seriously in need of a holiday BADLY! :(

9. I realised I haven't had a well-deserved holiday for the entire year.
I've been working non-stop!! :(

10. I want to eat COLD ROCK CHOCOLATE CHIP DOUGH ICECREAM!

11. I've been seeing super nice and wonderful wedding videos and wondering when is it MY TURN!
sighhhhhh...

12. I want to do well for my exams!

13. I've learnt that I'll not necessary hire a maid to slave for me;
perhaps help out with my chores if really need to hire.
but I WON'T become a lazy bum and make the maid slave for me.
NEVER (this is just a reminder to myself)

wells. I guess, it's time to go sort out my notes for revision tml. RAWR
jiayou lim jiaxin :)

happy 57th monthsery :)

:) i love you!

不爽！

超级不爽！
就为了那个白痴， 就这样对我！
真的要气炸了！

大便大便大便大便大便！！！

我什么都不管了！

:)

it's been quite a long day.
but I'm glad I've managed to get some of my things done.
so, I'm tired but happy and contented :)

Just now, I was waiting for my bus to get back to Singapore.
However, the bus took forever to arrive (almost forty-five mins; it's not the norm)
I didn't let it affect me much; was just wondering every now and then.
And keeping myself pre-occupied with the games on my BB.
then I got alittle irritated by this man.
(really just a little only; somehow my patience has improved tremendously again! PRAISE THE LORD! :))
He was with his wife. Quite of age ler.
He was grumbling. GRUMBLING AND GRUMBLING non-stop lo.
then, when the bus finally came, he was complaining that there was no bus conductor in sight.
Then he was scolding like NO IDIOT SITTING THERE TO INFORM OR ANYTHING.
then a bus conductor surfaced upon the arrival of the bus.
and he was daringly calling people an idiot.

and as usual, I feel so tempted to SCOLD him.
but was reminded by the Holy Spirit.
Somehow, I managed to recall this particular bible verse (I can't rmb my verses for nuts; when it somehow surfaces, it's always led by the Holy Spirit. THANK YOU, HOLY SPIRIT :))

LUKE 6:42 "How can you say to your brother,'Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

So why is this a reminder to me?
Often, we are always so eager to judge and criticise others.
That we forget that, by doing so we are actually acting just like them.

When I used to read this verse long time ago, I see it as telling me to first check myself if I have any biasness towards others before pointing fingers at others for acting in an unfair manner.

but today, I saw another meaning to it as to, IF WE DON'T CHECK OURSELVES and just react as our emotions lead us (which we aren't supposed to) and criticise others,
we are no more than hypocrites, because we may be just acting the same way as the person/people we are judging.

and therefore, note to self: DON'T JUDGE, DON'T CRITICISE and DON'T REACT OUT OF EMOTIONS!
this is such a good reminder for me.
THANK YOU LORD! :)

this is very important to remember and put it into action;
because "..the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." (Galatians 5:22-23)

busybusybusy :(

AHHHHHHHH! so busy with the never-ending projects.
RAWR!! :O
Shan't rant too much about it.
I HOPE TO CLEAR MY THINGS ASAP!!
JIAYOU LIM JIA XIN!

note to self: SPEND MORE TIME on His Word! (you've been reminded!)

berry berries!!

yay! Finally gotten our berries ^^
it was such a berry long wait plus hassles.
but shant go into the lousy details..
the point is, boyfriend is happy and so am I ^^

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things :)

So many ups and downs this year.
Kind of feeling weary :/
Lord, I pray for strength to get through everything.
For your guidance to lead me through it all with God-like patience, tolerance and love.
Amen.

My favourite bible verse (1 Corinthians 13:4-7):
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
Amen.

Cast your Burden upon the Lord and He shall sustain you :)

Words can hurt alot. Even if you don't mean it. Even if the person doesn't appear to take it to heart.
The subconscious impact of it still exist; somehow.
today, I chose to just follow what the Word says: "Cast your burden upon the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
I choose to forgive and to cast all my burdens onto the Lord, and He shall sustain me. Amen.

today, I also want to thank God for friends who are always there for me, encouraging me and lending a listening ear always.
and Thank God for Jeremy, who never fails to reassure me that I'm always well-loved and will always be.
Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord, for Your Unfailing Love:)

:(

:(
limjiaxin seriously don't feel ok.
she ain't supposed to be feeling this way.
but she seriously can't help it.
The more she tried holding it in, the more she tears..

YOU HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT, limjiaxin!

:(

I feel LOVESICK already :'(

幸福可以很简单。。。

幸福真的可以很简简单单的。
我今天就充满着幸福的感觉了！

Jerjer specially picked me up after class, despite still feeling alittle unwell.
THANK YOU, LOVE!
thanks for making the effort :)
I know you're trying really hard to not break your promise :)
I love you, dear!
but seriously, your health is much much more important to me! :)

Had Crystal Jade steamboat buffet for dinner.
then watched THE CRAZIES.
it's really a crazy show.
if you're in for a scare, you should watch!
HAHA!
*crosses my fingers and hopes to sleep w/o any nightmares*
:)
i just SO love to spend time with my boyfriend.
even if we're merely doing the same old stuff over and over again.
but what matters most, is the effort made to be together, I feel :))

JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
thank you for everything today.
You're the sweetest boyfriend! :))
> AMO A MI NOVIO!^^
*muacks*

it's gonna be a busybusyBUSY week -__-

I felt so freaking sleepy today.
the weather was sooooooo ideal for sleeping all day long;
yet, I had to go for my strategic management class.
SOBS.
and SIM is so screwed up today.
Had two consecutive false fire alarm evacuation within a timeframe of less than two hours.
Don't get me wrong; I'm all for fire drills.
but today wasn't just drills.
the stupid school made me HAPPY FOR NOTHING.
I was happily packing up and going to leave school to go off ler >.<
anyways, I realised one thing abt the students.
I think they don't understand ENGLISH.
like seriously.
The announcement said to leave the building by the nearest exit.
Guess what they did.
they left the lecture hall and stood around, waiting for further instructions.
SERIOUSLY! their exit was the door of the lecture hall.
I nearly died then and there -___-"

anyways. I watched Sorcerer's Apprentice on Sunday.
Quite an interesting show; it went beyond my expectations.
'Cause I was expecting it to be an imitation of Harry Potter.
I like Nicholas Cage's acting in the show.
awesome.
:)

Yikes! from tomorrow onwards, there're going to be endless meetings after meetings.
Goodness! I can't even find time to dye my hair! :/
*pouts*

OH! OH! on a random note,
Today I saw this Uncle whom I really and nearly wanted to stand up and salute him on the bus.
Let me first start off by describing him.
He should be in his sixties.
Doesn't look that strong; in fact, he was swaying quite abit when the bus was moving.
He, in fact looks as though he needed the seat.
Henceforth, this very nice girl in front of me asked him if he needed the seat.
He declined firmly.
WHICH IS SO NICE TO SEE!
Dont't get me wrong here.
I'm all for the giving up the seats thingy.
BUT! some elders just totally irked me at times.
they stare and glare at you like it's THEIR SEATS.
ok, I mean that's the idea of the giving up the seats thingy.
At times, I think the movement has spoilt some of the eldery.
Some would even demand for their seats.
MAN! it's totally humiliating!
WHERE"S YOUR SELF-RESPECT?!
do you really want to be viewed as a frail, weak old person who is rude and overbearing?
haha. I've indeed met some of such people.
And experienced ONCE before.
but that ONE experience when I didn't get up (I give up my seats all the time!), I was feeling very sick and was going to faint-type if I stand for too long.
YET! this guy came and POINTED TO ME that I should give up my seats to this YOUNG COUPLE with children in prams.
LIKE THEY NEEDED THE SEATS.
it's so ridiculous!
this is what the society has become; after all the things that the government is trying to do to cope with the ageing population and to take care of the people.
PEOPLE BECOME LAZY, OVERBEARING & UNREASONABLE.
and with such attitudes shown to the young people; WHO IS TO SAY THAT these young people won't grow old to become like that too?
yucks! what a horrible thought! :/

that's why I wanted to salute that uncle on the bus.
he totally earned my respect, not because he declined the seat.
But the fact that he refused to be viewed as a weak and frail person, despite his age and physique.
*salutes*

ok. this post is getting draggy ler.
Update again when I've the time. hahaha.

BLESSING's birth!

today is the birth of BLESSING LIM EN YU ! :)
she's my bf's niece.
SHE is so gorgeous!
Small, feminine, big eyes w long lashes, pouty perfect lips and she has DIMPLES!
:D
*I forgot to take photo :/ *

man. it's here again.

LORD, I need a BREAKTHROUGH in this area.
Help me, please.
thank you, Lord :)